It is a shame that I cannot speak of this gift, but let’s just mention here that tonight may altar something in regards to it.

(it could just be illusion, & I will fill in the future blanks if it is)

Let us write out what it would altar if I am right: Basically, it would assist in the Killing of this Gift – which is what is needed for the phase of HOPE LOST, in order to get the gift in the end.

But, this could be worse. It could, potentially, tempt me away from the Gift, which I think not possible, but it could.

We’ll see.

(end passage)